love me post

I just realized my alternate reality is inception!! oooh oh snap i'm gonna have to sleep forever if I want it to last keke. also kk has deleted from her friends list she is absolutely no where in sight. also I'm fucking exhausted. kinda hungry. I just found a very supportive depression website and I'm working through my emotions. it went pretty well last night, was crying but ended up sleeping well, I think I may had of dream of being a size 10-12 and macking out with honey b and then going to a concert and the hottie aneroxic singer fights with him over me and I'm like come on guys stop it, you can't be fighting over lil old me... wait you can because i'm fucking fierce. siggghhhh the life I lead in dreams is so much more awesome than real life, I don't think I was even sleeping I was totally lucid. eh thats a deal breaker. I am looking for a fellow fatty who wants to whatever the hell they want who is in love with kith, frange, and the stars. anyone single obsession over any of those would be sufficient. I want him to be heavy and cuddle sized, I want to have lots of hand holding and eye watching. I want us to be perfect, I want other people to go wow I want to be that couple and I want makedamnsure to be jealous, especially her. Goodnight hope my dreams are sweet as honey from the bees and the light of the sun reflecting on the moon.