everythings been changing

but its not necessarily good.

hohum, there were barely anybody at work 2day, watched two movies and smirked and gaffed at some of the comments, alot of kids and their parents, the green area was particularly stark. also I had a jumping pic but it didn't go thru in the mail which sux ass. I feel like I lost a pound this week and that makes me feel good. maybe when i'm 2 sizes down from what my current weight is, I'm going go out whoring and publicisizing my indie cred. I'm just a terrible liar, I guess I dont care, I love living in this fantasy. No cares in the world that reminds me of sugar town, except shes a hot bitch who gets whatever she wants probably. I really want to move to an ultra hip place and start a new. I will paint a completely different picture of my life I will take up photography and be classy and people will adore me forever to come. sighhh, so far I've met people and pretty good looking not be conceited or anything just confident of myself, I look in that mirror and say I am smart enough, good enough, and dammit janet people love me. fuck the h8ers! snitches and bitches aint shit. :) bye