thanks 4 fuckin stalkin me

fucking a my love life is pretty non existent I kind of want to hang out with joke now because I'm desperate for male attention. or not I want to hugged and I want to be cuddled I want a guy who likes playradioplay and dances it to it without having teh sex dream about me. he is srsly not the guy I look for he is a worse version of mike. uggh and mike was a sweetheart, for the most part
bobby= gotsa g/f prob a scientist
honey b= with bangs mcgee I donno if she wants to kill him or hug him I wish I had her personality guys like honey b would be all over me.
garth- likes neat girls/ likes paramore girls, likes to keep private stuff private I srlsy tried to creep unto his next concert date and he shut me down like donkey kong, I think he told me the name of the band tho. He was willing to spend hours with me, I think he may have room in his heart to spare a wretched soul like me. hehehe no pun intended.
da kipster- continue to have a g/f
patrick- I think hes actually single, maybe I should get mad skinny and learn the ways of the drums and hook up with patty. yeah that will be one for the books.
so long story short I should wait it out before jumping onto the joke bandwangon and tickling his fancy. he is a disgusting piece of work at this moment but he is kind of intriguing god damn.

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ok on to today the fun didn't start till I walked in... nahh fuccck I accidently came too late and saw the sadester. omg but huge relief when I found out that she was already knew about the suprise lol. oh those people.... sigh. omg we ate b4 we left on our huge aass journey bike ride. so much good stuff to eat. then we played ala bycliclit polo, my inner ass was burning by this time. omg and I thought I lost my goddamn pad. thank god I didn't its like a mess down there. yeah and joel was like yelling my name like alot lol yayyayay haha not really. ok its like soccer but with croquet sticks, the lovely justy brought them, let me just cut to this qt part he came over to me and was like wheres the fireworks and then I was like over there and they came and omg he was this is awesome, and I was like I want you soooooooo bad, hope your girlfriend leaves you and you are out of love with her and you fall into love with me that will be great right right? ok so our juembers won!! by 6-3 lol it was great, the other team tried but we were huge ass people who were fucking fierce, I even got into the act and people were cheering me on, it was great. ok the ride home sucked so hard so many bumps so much hills I wanted to kill all the hills and stuff.... anyways back to eating. few people taking pics and then we started the dancing I was pretty damn animated. fucking hell justy doesn't like me that much he like shoved me lightly and asked to dance with the guy next to me, :( major sad panda. but the was the last of the night. the beginning of the dance was awesome somehow got next to justy hahaha only space open he danced at me it was hawt. that made me want to dance. dance in his pants.... ok ok i kid just kidding idk mb im not. well super sweaty like taste of chaos. thanks for reading. hugs will be had!