I am not done with this spam

I cannot find my loverboy, maybe one day we will run into each other some time, and this time I will ask for his phone number and we can go on a datey date. if he is not gay, fingers crossed, or into trashy models. fingers crossed as well.



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all set to this song violent- stars



sorry for killing you by the way! j/k j/k torq is not a abuser. or atleast thats what he says lol

OH SHIT

today was full of wonderful surprises. so I went to school it was quite blah and I hated everyone who interrupted the teacher, fuck you can't do that. Um then we were out early. I went straight to san francisco. went arnd a mall then walked to the field of war arrrrrr this is sparta. ok soooo the good kinda creepy in sexy way part. OMG THIS GUY WITH LONG HAIR THAT LOOKED ALOT LIKE BRYCE AVERY VERY VERY MUCH LIKE HIM IN A LEATHER COAT. OMG HE HAD FUCKING DOE EYES, BUT THE DOWNSIDE HE WAS LOOKING AT ME ODDLY LIKE I WAS SOME MORMON HOMEPHOBE. afterwards I went into urban outfitters and had sexy thoughts about this guy, I think his name was charlie, omfucking god I wanted to jump his fucking bones, only if I was hottie, he could have laid off the snide and put on the class. I really didn't want to see him though because he was completely focused on me giving money to alcu or some crap. yet I missed him when he was gone when I came out. I think it was because there was a fire in some apartment building, and they fled. :-( or some suicide attempt.... OK SO NEXT PIC SPAM IS BRYCE AVERY. SOCO WAS BRILLIANT SPECTACULAR VERNACULAR HIT IT BACK AT YEAH. androo was on tonight he was jumping and running around like a puppy on speed, but I felt he was very drunk on account of he is nervous about performing. :-( sad face. when i came back to bart, I think I saw jeff. someone behind said you so sue, not to me of course but I said how true. I got sort of depressed. Also i'm fucking exhausted. I really enjoyed the show, hope the blues go away.... god damn. ho hum and goodnights!



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ARGGH NOW TO SEARCH EVERY CORNER OF ALCU FOR MR AVERY TWIN, GOD DAMN HE WAS FUCKING HOT.

oh my

I had this insane dream where my mexi friend from my formative years had came back and she was in my classes, But the thing was she was super obnoxious and I felt could not control what she says like she would out flaws whenever there was a speech day, and it was almost that one disease where you can't stop screaming obscenities, not only that but she wanted to be around me all the time she even moved behind me. I was pissed and embarrassed, I guess shes not what I thought it would be. We were all old as college students but sitting in desks of elementary students. It was very strange indeed. I wonder if she really acts like this in real life. I actually don't want to meet her anymore. She left me, and in my dream she was the crazy psycho who made me less popular than I already am, which I have no idea, I awoke before any social thing started up. maybe it was the piebald that made my head go crazy? maybe maybe not. fuuuuuu

I just watched a refreshing and at times harsh movie called Howls moving castle. it was utterly beautiful and the music was very sublime. guess what the bassoonist that I had known in my formative years, moved to the town right next to mine. I don't know what his deal is, but I am was surprised to hear it. Andy Horst is starting to look like a frat boy or some kind of odd manlier version of himself. It is truly distasteful in my mind, some people like it though yuck. I want the dog from the movie it was soooo adorable, it was shaggy and had a little shag hair do to match and it was so cute. when I find a picture of it, I shall post it!!

alls well that ends well. I have no idea what that means. :-)