Everything was beautiful, and nothing hurt

im in sort of a peaceful mode... slept the whole way thru yesterday. Also made it to a new meetup and there was this hot hot man.... omguize and he looked at me while I talking and tried to understand me, mmm connecting feels so good, and he has muscles and reminds of twinkie.... i had a Epiphany twinkie, he was just a guy, a guy that I would stutter speak over. other people beside me were also pretty welcoming. I think I may the group every week and hang out with them outside of group. lord knows I need to give myself a break from obsessing over symbolic goals... yes 1 of the most important things that i'm looking foward to, buttt hahaha did u see what i did there not my #1 goal even if it plagues my mind.  yeah graphix proj looking better. things are getting more beautiful, atleast yesterday, it was super chill, just how i like it. love ya babes i'm out