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hohum, made it into may mateys! Still feeling confuzzled, a bit frazzled over school work. my bae of baes got married... she looks ace as always. I wanna find love jelling over married people. Its been a hot day, I kind of want to go for a walk again or have a nap, or both. finished flash cards atleast. i feel like being a park ranger when I get outta school, with a free lance job. listening to purist of rings they are pretty and chill making. I want to feel cool again and chill as fuck plus confidence, its been pretty shot these few months. I'm gonna make it right everyday, because everyday is a miracle all this beauty in the world all the nice people, people who want to meet me, people I want to meet. I'm all over the place huh? on the public trainsit, i've come across such graceful people who offer me food and one person who works at the stadium was awfully nice like we talked about our schooling and past and stuff, i've never done that in the first meeting. i'm beginning to enjoy people's convos on the bus, some are irritating as fuck like those two bratty valley girls ugggh so happy makes me want to throw them down a well and have them meet that girl from the ring. others are great like the hairstylist guy. i've been crying like crazy too, little things stressing me out. I am greatful for one direction and andrew mcmahon keeping me in a more sane level of sanity. I actually want to throw alot of things/ people down a well. ok I guess i'll start napping now. later tater gators