Gah

I feel like a prick again. Am I that shellfish? Do I really deserve to be feeling so terrible. Omg the fountain is feeling me even if has nothing to my situation. Agh dammit Sam writes such sweet words forever. I really hope he's not some jack of tales in disguise I'm gonna just be blind and go nope he is a perfect peach and he is pure of heart. Even tho his lovers hate him. Maybe because he aired his dirty laundry. Omg I think I need to hear this song again and again. Love hath eternally has brought its warm arms into my sweet enveloping heart. Dammit where does all this stupid ass poetry come from? Idk my heart is alive with the soul of lovers everywhere. Lord that song was almost 6 mins long. I think I love almost all the futuros songs. Omg Robby high fiver me I feel a lil better about relationship. She was a bit bossy today but otherwise she was much more receptive to me. At first mexi girl was kind of like this but she quickly changed her toned. I asked jayson if he wanted to go to the concert he's gotta pay me back cruz he said yes. I wonder why SAMs lovers hate him. Frankly I would be so happy if he wrote about me hahahhaha Sam is capped 4 some strange reason. What strange wilderness did he cross to make them so cross. See maybe he's not a gentleman of the winer but a fast ferrous flitter of the summer. I hate my heart. He is sin ful in nature. Or not whatever. This love feels good and right just let it go I say. Let it flounder into the deep seas and into the long night where he's warm caressing lyrics will hold me through the nights cold aide. Ok now I'm just talkin bull. Oh we'll I'm in love. Of course.