sick post dude

well things have certainly looked up for me! I have gotten over insecurities of school, battled my way into classes, talked to school counselors and advisors and worked out the details of my schooling and how I am going to transport myself there. I miss my old work people, ahhh cannoli I wonder how hes doing. ehehe. listened to old music futuros little advances and new music no one is lost! I feel like i'm loved and supported so in a pretty good place. and jayson and me are attached to the hip, I think he'll be my psych #2 because he is sooo supported and friendly I can't describe how much internal happy medicine he feeds me when we are together. Its like having this twin who gets you, but older so he can teach you a thing or two about life. and not sweating the small stuff, and keeping your friends close and laughing till you need water. I'm trying to get out and enjoy life again because it got royally screwed up. if no one is losty is not on my ipod by the end of the week i'll atleast be the most heard album from my compy. whose sickness has sort of let up, i'm using alternative browser and if I dont open too many tabs, my compy doesn't die. from the night is my life blood right now. everything is beautiful and nothing hurt. I don't carrre we never come back from the nigggghhttttt. noooooooo! hahaha. goodnite again