soooo cold

so I found out that mr hottie space man is gonna get his ass married, so that makes me a sad sack. also I think i'm getting to love honey b again, god the hipness of him slays me to no end. Also I think hes going on fbrt and stalking the hell out of it to find me, and shit he is going to have a field day when he sees the crap that I say about him. it might even flatter him to pieces. but probably it will make me out to be an sort of odd person, who likes wierdos like him, oh yeah dont you remember when he said that the girls that like him are srsly crazy or unkempt, well i'll just tell you i'm trying to stay off that list, but goddamn i'm gonna be a cat lady and hope that it is as glorious as it claims to be. or i'll die of mangy disease, can people die from that? oh lordy. saw paul today was it was so much fun, it made go hrmm. one reason that I am still in love with honey b is because I heard the song used in that one youtube video with the crazy ass beards yeah that one, and I could not stop smiling, also I thought of him when I was reading about photography and video making. oh snap and now hes ignoring all signs of me. and guess the fuck what? xian is friends with him holy shit, there is no hope for me, that goddamn mother fucker is a fucking hipster hidden between all his utter lameness, I knew he was going to be connected to this inner circle, he was actually invited to one of those cool drinking parties these alcoholic teens do you the ones that imitate stupid teen flicks such as superbad, I am rambling way to much gotta go to bed. hopefully honey b will talk to me again, and I will have a giant orgasm. thanks nite.