what is wrong with me?

first kevkev is lovely and magnificent... now he is stalkerific. I wish I didn't lurk all his pages and find out people block him after he comments. wtf does he make horrible comments is he the biggest creep in the creepy world. so far he is ok. I just wished he wasn't so involved with me, like I thought it would be great to be talking to him... now I am fucking pissed off and annoyed with him. not even el jefe made me this irrationality mad. god dammit. ok probably just have to let it go. take it one day at a time with him and shit. or min or two at a time then say gotsta go fool. its only been one day I would have been done with one of my books on my list, but I'm still fucking on the 2nd one and a half fuckkkkkkkkk yooooouuuu. time for my emo girl video to calm my nerves. I don't even know if I want to go to club anymore with him.
thanks for reading. should I msg homestuck guy? should I omg. I really need to change my wallpaper for this blog its getting on my fucking nerves I feel like a fucking sunday school teacher. fucking hell, I think I need some much need pron. oh god yes...