you know that trend whore makedamnsure? yeah she hasn't updated in months and I'm feeling the motha fuckin burn. Also I feel like K-dogg is a stupid fat elephant in the room that won't quit being annoying.... gaaahhh maybe I don't like her that much after all? not just of jealously but because she is not really interesting just a dumb party girl, going after guys and telling everyone shes not because she is a angel. hell no. also tropical prince has not shown up for 2 weeks I am like dead as a door nail, I really feel like hugging the crap out of him when I see him and I will not let up until he continues to talk to me, because I am in love with this dude. I don't know how I will ever get over him. I am going at things the right way, somethings are just not meant to be and srsly k-dogg irks me to no end. I wish I had more money, I would be a trendy hipster who goes foxhunting on my holiday. hehe or I would be finishing up some real academic studies that prepare me intellectual for stimulating conversation per say like how goes the weather the percepitation surely will make it frosty this week. lol wot I love you self. I hate that I'm so scared at times. I want to have more but I just can't find a way to get it, for I would hate myself for a long time if that were to happen. I really want to go hipster though or atleast boho. well thnx for listening love ya