omydear lord

I found the most precious dude in all the land. he has andy horst face going on and omg sooooooooo cute. hed probably not appreciate me spamming on him like woah. hes such a telling guy... but I looked on his soc net and omg messy as hale. like what even? i dont know if he even knows about privatized shit but uhh airing your dirty laundry is pretty heinous. also I think he may be of the trans sort. gaah, i'll just pretend that i didnt see that. and may be a lesbian? coming out? say what you are a dude, I guess he has boobs down there. his voice and features are still manely. this is out of some lia block shiznit, like srsly oohh you figgity fig shit im like say what chicken butt. ok hes fine as hale but still a confusing specimen. likes bad food, likes fatty foods, does not like strange women with huge bazoomas touching him, does not like speedos, is not a addictive viner cough. has a girlfriend is a lesbian/ dude thing, may be a scene kid who never made it out, is wayyyy older than i thought, has a wicked dirty mind but is tired of cah bless his kind gentle soul. i'll just monitor from far away thank you very much. and some wierd ass guy did asl plus like centimeters and height what in the flying fuck world do you think that will impress a girl, especially if you look like a balding creeper from creepersvilles well shit you done got blocked. have fun in lonelycreepsville with monkey brian and shit. uggh i feel dirty just getting that, i bet he would be like you and i would be totes the bomb the com together uh excuse who the fuck are you? im kinda angry cuz someone hurt this precious angel and gosh darn why? like srsly he is like angelic encarnate. he liked my crazy chickens joke and listened to me and another chick talk and blab and rant and shit and he interjected like tons and i felt loved and shit and heart wormed in a good way. i feel like not really going to the meeting tommorow its my 1st one and already im feeling creeped the fuck out. ugggh. i guess im not looking for a fucking relationship unless its the guys who im already in love with, problems i feel bad for you lady i have a few problems but creepers aint one.... well actually imma stop you right there. its time for psychonaut time!!!! joyville! love you buttered lighted lamps!

bonus: a horst picspam!! yay

lalalalalala angels are singing, bad vibes are leaving.

betty has revival hands

Thnx rocket team!! once again filling my sadness and hopelessness into rechargeable energy. oh yester had about 6 hrs of sleep cuz i got food poisoning + too much alcohol without an substanstial meal, it was not pretty. i really hope i don't add dairy intolerant. soooooooo new teacher is not teaching this year so that kind of sucks mad balls. like I was freaking excited for is awesome ghetto fab style and hoped I could incorporate it into my style. uggggh. the unbreakable kimay has been making me smile like a loon, she is so forthcoming and gets where she needs to be even though life has screwed her in the face or something like that. been reading some chuck books and all of them are emotional thrilling, draining, and saddening. It makes me feel better for my less than death ordinary life, seriously every single time I think a deadly comment won't be slipping from the pages it comes and whams in the face. going to eat see yas!

bryce spam for pure happiness

OH SHIT
INCEPTION.
SAVING MY LIFE WITHIN SAVING MY LIFE CUZ 1D SAVES LONELY HEARTS
+ ROCKET SUMMER SAVES HOPELESS HEARTS= BUBBLY HEARTS

CRYING AT BEAUTY.... Jesus has risen!!!

e_e

sooooooooooooooooo once again psychonaut continues to be a perfect peach, ahahaha lordy im glad my face wasn't eaten by birds, my clothing wasn't ruined by my best friend, and my fiance broke up with me. Things have been pretty chill. Doing things slow, steady, and smartly. waiting for the opportune moment to come around and make my chance into the world sphere. yas so psychonaut is cutie patotie to the max and intelligent into the atmosphere. makes my inner kitten explode with glee. how is he real? idk? smiles warmly. ugh. just checking in to say im doing alright. hope dreams of milatent and doing real cute ass stuff together stifle into the confines of my head cuz he be a real angel pie face. what is with these weirdo nicknames hahaha idk all the feels.  nite my lil buttered almonds.

Maaaan

Shit got real srs on Thursday. Like I was down in the deepest dumps that I've been in since like yesteryear. It was truly a heinous experience. Sometimes I like to wallow around in my depression. That was not one of them ok maybe I allowed myself for a couple of minutes. Thinking of the angel Mariah basically saved my life. I made a lil skit or three and it was the most inspiring heartwarming thing that can come out of misery. Today or at least as much as I can I vowed to be social and let myself know I am loved and I am great how I am, I just am not great at something's I shouldn't push myself to be great at something I'm not it's just a backwards paradox I don't want to prescribe to. Today played games with the greatest people ever and they are local hell ya! I think I have another truly special guy militant, who never fails to make me feel special, noticed, laugh, and not feel like a massive sad tar dish clown being. And he can speak French omg, like please yes. He's hellllllla old but he is so massively attractive maybe cause he's mostly making me feel attractive so all around attractiveness is at its peak. Siiiigh. Mariah and milatant sitting on a tree, not fighting and feeding me grapes and telling me I'm awesome sauce and I'm adorable and hot and intelligent and charming and witty. And jay sons family I don't who said that I match wits with them. Eeeeeeeee! I was so happy to hear that! Uhg hopefully they still think I'm his BFF cuz I don't want to be da next level or shit. Mmmmmmmm milatant so witty so charming such a nice smile prob can carry me for a short distance and be oh me lady hear doth your chamber room, have doth a bittersweet night and I left chocolates on ur pillow and a some lavender for extra measure me lady. Oh god. Would me lady like to frolic with me in the fields of Lilly's and daisys, afterwards we can drink Capri sun under the moon and have finger sandwiches and sneak into a car theater me lady? Oh my god. I would be like sign me up for that princely train service express doth lady needs some loving. I'm such a fucking attention whore give all the attention to me I need it all. Please. Haha. Watch Colin firth films and snack he is surely a snacker. Maybe we are all lonely, we all need copious amounts of attention. I want to thank everyone who came out and said and played games even sneezy stinky pants McGee who I may have gotten sick from. I'm deeply pleased, please more. Until i pass the fuck out. Yep thank you it was great again.

lol

more like uncle fester makeup... here here! reading like crazy. playing the pan flute. played a supernatural game. learning new things. started a new cat calendar. starting an art project with the bff. its gonna be awesome i hope.  i'm watching funny playthroughs and videos and trying to chill out, im not being passive i'm being relaxed and that makes me happy. yeah. lets go with that. uggh sonny with a cover of hotline blinggie and it sucks so hard, i dont know what he was thinking. well the original wasnt that great either but it was catchy so yeah. this year I strive to work harder, be more creatively invested in my work, play less fake $ making apps, have a good meal once in awhile, don't go overboard on the fun, make sure to thousand check the information i provide for my review sheet, be ahead of checking the class scheduling, dance to wonderful wonderful music and not giving a fuck about people who judge me for it. I like what I like, so gtfo if ya can't handle the cheese. yup thats my list and im sticking to it.

Aren’t you tired of the way boys who feel feel?
all folded arms and compliments
in pain to feign their innocence
when what they really want is

what you really want is
not written on the bathroom stall
or pleasures more mechanical or manual
it’s worse than them all

In the kilt that you kept
out of guilt that you let
all your Fathers down
you were bold for a joke
but it went too well
now you’re going to hell

You could lie to me now but you won’t
I could try to be shy but I’m not
‘cuz where you’re going I want to be there
and there’s no use stopping
when the flames jump so near

In the street where we met
after everyone left
you wouldn’t say goodbye
you were bold for a joke
but it went too well
now you’re going to hell

You can dance on a Saturday night
till the light’s come on and the morning’s young
but when church bells ring, you’ll go off to him
and tell everything.

I know you had such good intentions
when you took my idle hand
what came next, well I think you can guess
it didn’t end well
we’re going to hell.

I keep praying just to keep the demons away

Ugh such a tard. My sometimes maybe always crushie psychonaut came to the motha fucking party sans girlfriend in the greatest butt hugging pants that ever lived existed and he like dropped something once and it was almost twerk omg. He's trying to fucking get my attention yet hates when I talk to him. Guys are wierd. He's so beautiful I literally died from gazing at him and poking my lil head out from time to time. I wish I was more his type. I was kinda of a awkward embarrassment. Like I was you totes need a group hug, and he was like noooooooooooooo forever times 2. I did inquire about the music thing that was going on. Haha he lives for the food. The best parts of the year had him in. Srsly he is like angelic butterfly love or retractable love tentacles. I hate to love him. He doesn't deserve it. I needed him tonight and he delivered the goods. This time I know he has someone. So I could distance myself before I throw myself on him and start spontaouely combusting or worse a love seizure. Oh god I really really hope Mariah didn't see that was the most embarssing thing I've ever done in public. Back to psychonaut he's so perfect just being in the same room was justice enough, he was the luck I need to kick myself back into study central. Oh god he's just great. He was my comedic buzzed sidekick. Sigh, le pepe, breadsticks only you can make unfunny ass shit funny. Thanks for coming this time, I was totally waiting last time and no dice.