I actually got shit done heres a pic

a wittle closer now

done thanks

aha still here

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Today was a cruel rainy day. Funny it started like a real romcom with my metalz crush acknowledging me and shit and giggles and me being all loved out, it was fucking great. It made me not realize there are cruel ass people in the world for awhile, and the greatest bitch that ever bitched was to be had. its like mean spirited asshole cunt licking sort of meaness. im glad I peaced out and not decided to fight this fiery inferno. the happiness that stems from subtle church music made my mind at ease and sound. I won in the end, no party fouls were made other than being a unwanted member of a sad sad group of people. ugh. im out. i dont sound very peaceful but i am i'm just in a real worked up mood. on the internetz~

Argh uugh

I've been on a trs spiel for the whole day, I couldn't function all day, it's worse than the Mariah episode, this time I just want to run thru the daisys with bae all girlfriends aside cough. I've been spamming my brain waves with 2000000 gahhh my brain is mushy, and my heart is full of wondrous song except I am shot of creativity and writing ability, unless in the form of a blog. Oh and psychonaut has a new girlfriend and life is apparently perfect on his end. I wish baes heart was mine. In a alternate universe he will be mine and he will be a normal ass dude and he wouldn't be a Christian just some cool ass dude who likes fatties. Hahahhaha I'm not that fat. And we'd have like 10 corgis and they'd run around us while we dance around the house waltzing salsa ing ma king out. Ma king out marking mackintosh mocking mackintosh omg stop I want to Mack out good. We'd both curse a storm but his mind would find time to write lyrics still, it'd be supes metal baby metal. No kidding that's bad. If he wasn't such a cutie I don't know what I'd actually be thinking of him, it's sad when I think about it, it's all about the fucking attraction he wasn't hot b4 he was just a pretty sweet dude, why'd he have to go and get hot? And play with our hearts? And now apparently my heart and day, gtfo outta my head Ashlee octopus style. Uighur and I'm been yearning up a storm to chill with jayson, he's so funnyyyy it hurts, he's the real genuine deal bffs forever. Until he decreases in age. No don't go there bitch. Ok officially banning myself from trs. At least for tommorow gotta get shit done.  Still in love with Mariah. Found out he's leaving soon, no more starringly loving jokingly stares. No more great customer servicing. No more giggle fits, I'm gonna miss that dude, gotta get his number or leave my number for a good time, because I need fun in my life all the drums song. Music rules my life, baes gotta get outta my head, or I'm gonna blow my lid. Goodnight good friends I wanna be next to you from head from my heart for its true. I guess that's the last of that, hopefully.

Omg

My newest crush of probably over this year, Mariah for obvious reasons god forebid he finds this godforsaken blog. Let's see when he was helping with a card the money kept going back and forth and he was like it's not ur money it's the machine it's screwing around then we proceeded to have a giggle fit, also before that he was always so customer oriented, but in just think it was me I'm a hottie what can u fucking say? Alright then he takes a break from a print job to show me how to print a do specially on outside printers and was like I wasn't doing anything fun anyway, ahehehe I'm tons of fucking fun. And tonight oooh child as he gave me back my change he fucking stroked my inner palm idk if that was on purpose on what, but it got me fucking hot and bothered and I'm still fucking goddamn fucking hot and bothered. Alas there is no pron of a dude that looks like him, that would be totes awesome right about now. I even wanted to tell him I'd do his butthole with a double dildo hahaha what? Um Idk how that's gonna work. Usually people drop change into my hand omg he did do it on purpose, I bet he's gonna wank in the work bathroom and then go back to work, with the pleasure of my palm. Goddamn he's fuckin hot, it's probably cuz he has these kind eyes that fuck u from the outside in and then he always make sure to say hi or help out with my shit. Brazilian fart shit. No jk that's disgusting. Love me like u do, touch me like u do. Gaaaah I need to see him again and doooooooooo him like a thousand suns beneath the earth. Uuuuuuh wat. Goddamn I was supposed to be doing hw. Ok after lafapfest. Oooooooogoooooooooodgrief I need a rooster in me Mariah's rooster loving me against a wall. Breaking a mirror laughing about it then unto the bed and unto the floor. I bet he looks good on the danceflooor of my bedroom if it was decked out, it will quite a mess if we decided to that in my real room. Ok feeling a lil less horns but still have to get out this aggression. It's just like tropical thunderstorm except he peaced out before I even got to ask him out and now he's goin out with this dumb bitch. Wicked bitch of the west she was bullying people not cool. Ugggh he probably has a girlfriend or boyfriend totally not single. I don't want to just hang out with him I want to ride him into the sunset haha. Ok nough this could be a comedy routine. Hmmm alright see ya later. Hopefully him too, give me the courage to ask him out.