Omg my workplace is morally imoroll I can't spell

Eh at least we aren't perfect. All dalyker bared his soul to me and was  like when ifirst came here I didn't want to talk to anyone and kept to myself. And omg he then said after a few  months he got over it and being social came naturally to him. Oh god in the end of work we had a wig party haha  I was like laughing so hard I became a sweat monster. One of the girls who I always say hi o but she never says anything back is being really eciptive to me no. It's a fucking miracle. Everyone is pretty sweet I just want to hug everyone. I gotta work a full time shift tommorow and I hope I don't die. Maybe I'll be some soda and shit and down that sucka. Dalyker is remarkable less perfect. But it makes him even more endearing like he seems so nerdy and uncool like he is so precious. But the thing is I think he's sort of still cool. And he cooks oohlala. When he leaves his girlfriend I would for him to cook for me and have wicked romantic evening of horror movies and fine food. Or Taco Bell hehehe so he likes that stuff. Lol and his story about eating a box of fiber ones and being cons tipped on a plane was oddly humorous. We are one big pooping family. Everyone one of us. And we spell team with a capital t haw hi am loving the day. Also I've been thinking I should be skeeved out by the Sam but I'm actually really really into the whole spiel. We are grot. Omg I can't believe I spent 20 mins on this damn entry. Goodnight olives, I shall see dalyker tommorow and hopefully we will bond on our incredibly antisocial loser level. Sigh so perfect and awesome I want his Johnny bravo body. Shut up self I'm going delirious. Anaconda don't want none if you don't got buns Hun.

OH MY LORDD. guess whose not thinking about da past anymore!!?? me!! alright so I quizzed  dalyker and
-he lives like by me like really close, pow pow but no cigar on the fbook
-he gives and gives until it hurts, ok mb it doesnt hurt
-he went through a emotional phase
-he came back to the brkrm just to eat with me because i'm nice and charming and stuff :3
-he hates the 6 dollar foot long, hahaha me too it totes ruins all that advertising.
today: while talkin to the manager, he waved at me solemly like oops your bad, but it was utterly endering
then he looked at me again and again.... and I tried moving away to block his view so I wouldn't do my awkward face. he didn't get to bring gifts to me at the fit room which was sad, thats like my favorite part of the day 1. talk to dalyker about shit 2. smile and shit 3. smile more and shit. 4. get candy from him because thats how he rolls. 5. ask each other how are day is going like 4 times min lol like how many times can you do this? i don't care I love every moment he talks to me/ waves at me, looks solemn at me. i think i am liking volume 3 of she and him... uuurrr and I want to marry teh sam.... welll thats not new news.

hahaha m ward looks kind of like gerritt. oh god. I have a crush on all the futuros its pretty great, all of them are fab. thnx fer reading fer is a word now how nice. bye hopefully i'll see the dalyker tommorow and we can hit up the town. or the local fast food joint. ehehehehehehehehe goodnight!!

Who reads this blog??

I donno 8000 people? Omg I can't believe what a day with dalyker can do. Omfuckinggod I said I would become a new woman if I met the futuros but after spending 20 mins with dalyker my day got brilliantly brighter and more vivid. I was sooo ecstatic I got to give you the lowdown on him in case it helps with my internet search on him. Ha. He likes old man baseball jackets. He thinks the Sesame Street fighter tee shirt is the coolest thing ever. He actually liked our robotic manager.  His girlfriend loves justin briber and he doesn't understand. I said there must be something that is annoying to ur Griffey and he remarks on something else he's annoyed at, I smell big trouble in little china.he thinks that the last stand or whatever was good but forced. He likes emotional movies tho ohohoho shitis he emo or athletic or both and he adores horror movies they make him laugh, which is adorable in his case because he the cutest thing ever. Yeah sooooooo still "waiting on" him to get with me because urosit's obvious something is fucking there lol that almost made it into caps. Soo I also detoxes from futuros and then l8er went on a binge... I guess for the most part I'm doing better. Getting over the past . Yeah dalyker pretty much saved my life today, he is sooo fucking joyly like  he could fucking be santa clause lol wow and at work he bears gifts one last thing he was like I'm like magic they call me kid lightning lol lol omg I died then I was like that sounds like a rapper name then he said his rap name is like p town or p money something along those lines, not limes. So perfect... Other than using the word bitch and being into that's what she said he is a perfect peach. And when he looks at me he gets a real good look, omg me too obvs that's my goal I need to remember every detail about him and replay over and over. Sigh :3 dream boat status. And Haley remarked she has no friends, god that's such a fucking lie. We'll if it's true then we are about the same banana boat. Goodnight!

sooooo

I have: had my heart broken by a young marlon brando.
couldn't listen to music by bands that i've loved for a long time because I felt regrets/anger tied to them

but I have: gotten over over situations where my idol was in the midst and I couldn't say anything out of my parched mouth.

stress is okay, life has hurdles, you can't just be like dude i'm  perfect all the time.

"just be okay?"
"okay"

heres some grumps

so this was helpful in my journey to forgiveness.

never had I: given up on fall out boy's lyrics they still rule and raise the spirit and holy soul.

you analyze it, obsess over it and talk ad nauseam about it with your friends. You continue to gather more information and knowledge. Then you take all this awareness and information that you have NOW, and beat yourself up because you did not know it THEN. It is totally unfair and unreasonable to take what you know now and use it to beat yourself up for what you didn’t know then.

Please take this in: You really truly did the best you could at the time! Trust me. And until you really take in this truth, you will stay stuck in regret.

do something: I wrote a compelling note to him privately.

consider poorer outcomes: I didn't get to meet teh sam, I didn't say anything and left immediately, I didn't say thank you (haha)

look for benefits: I can practice what I've learned from this occuroance. plan what i'm going to say, breathe

learn from past: hinking about a past mistake in the right way -- how it happened, how it felt, how you know it would affect you if it happened again -- can reduce your chances of repeating it

the golden rule: Something that I often do when initially regretting a decision, is say “Well, if I HAD (chosen the winning lotto numbers/invested in Lululemon/worn sunscreen/etc.), I would have subsequently…been hit by a bus.” 

I’m currently feeling (emotion) when I think about (event/decision/behaviour). At the time, doing that made sense to me because ______, but now that I have more information, it could have been more helpful to ______. Of course, I couldn’t have predicted this at the time, so this will be helpful in the future for me and the people with whom I feel safe sharing it if I encounter a similar situation.”

oh soooooo the futoros are gonna be around the us for the awhile

oops my bad

the way you broke my heart, i need it back now. lol next times the charm eh? just like psychonaut I will wait it out. Next time I will charm teh sam.... well off to the showers. tata

hoowah

so here I am with sam's body emotions.... just chilling trying to fill out college apps and failing!! omg why are they making me fill out another form?? this is nuts. soooooooooo I wrote this tre embarrassing thing about teh sam about getting to see him perform and meet me, well guess the fuck what? I did end of seeing him live and meeting him, hahaha as the kipster would say " HOLY FUCK, I MET THEM????" So yeah, it probably was good that I didn't know what they sounded like first, or else I would have been too awkward or starstruck. They rule." yeah that basically happened he like was all my name's sam and I was like duuuurrrr hehehehehehehehe, next time we meet ( as predicted by a random magic 8 ball) I will totally talk to him for atleast 5 mins and he will remember me and I will give him a contact card and he may or may not call me, but its better than being like hurdurdur you soooo pretty i'm just gonna go stare you and shit. this is important I actually lost sleep because of this.... wow the sad life of me eh? 
my sad body face

you there!! I choose you Pikachu... "me?" yes you "teheheeee :3" "ohgodohgod" next time i'll asked for a dance pose photo, ah yeah!....

um I really wanted to post a pic of sam crowd surfing, so can I be like i'm out!!! peacefully... but I guess the author was likin it so here is me dancing away... sashay away.....

ovwai my lil french macaroons 

WOAH

SO THE FUTUROS WERE SOOOOOO SOOOOOO GOOD I'M LIKE OVERJOYED, HA AND THE BAND WAS PRETTY DEAD EXCEPT FOR THE DRUMMER GO YOU DRUMMER COCO. I SAID THANKS TO WILL AND HE WAS LIKE YOU'RE WELCOME SEE YOU NEXT TIME AWWWWWWW AND THEN I MET SAM LIKE OUTSIDE THE DOOR OMFG I WAS SOOOO OVERJOYED I WAS OMG OMG I HOPE HE DIDN'T HEAR ME, I WAS CACKLING AND BEING JOVIAL HAHAHAHAHAHAHA AND THEN LIKE WHEN HE MET ME HE WAS LIKE MY NAME IS SAM THEN I WAS :3 OMG I KNOW DUDE I KNOW. THEN HE WAS LIKE I SAW YOU ROCKIN OUT IN THE FRONT OF THE CROWD HEHEHEHEHEHE OMG OMG THEN I WAS LIKE CAN I HAVE PITCURE PLEASE AND HE WAS YEAH AND THEN HE LIKE IS THE CAMERA EVEN ON I WAS OH NOES JAYSON GET IT TOGETHER HERE IS MY MAIN MAN YOU CAN DO IT TO US, BUT HIS SMILE WAS EVERLASTING AND MAYBE A LITTLE FAKE BUT OMG IT IS SOOOOOOOO CUTE I'M TELLING EVERYWAN HES MY BOYFRIEND HAHAHAHAHA NO. BUT YES. THEN HE I SAID THANK YOU AND I THINK HE SAID THANK YOU AND THEN I DIED AND LEFT AND HE PUT IS HAND ON MY BACK OMG I WAS DYING HE WAS SOOOOOOOO GOODLOOKING AND OMG DREAMY AS I WOULD HAVE PICTURED HIM OMG STILL DEAD. SENPAI NOTICES ME!!! OH GOD I'M GOING TO COME TO WORK TOTES LOVE STONED AND TIRED I MIGHT EVEN THROW UP YAY....

so guessed who worked with me again at closing???

it was dalyker. omg he gets more attractive every time I fucking see him. fuck. also I worked a register today hahahaha and it was okay... wow i actually paid someone money..... omg lol I don't think I was supposed to do that. ok dalyker part cuz we aint here for the other shit. he was like yay when he heard I was being trained lol I almosted put tained lol no not here for being tained only wanna be tained by you. ok then he was like I got ur back gurl and was lyke omg omg ehehehehehehe thats one step from being hey gurl hay. and he misses that i'm not working on the day he was working.... ehehehehehe. after that I didn't talk to him much. hes gonna be in costume then not in costume at work and he was eagerly eating his nasty fritos uggh, and his old ass ice tea. goddamn now I still know his locker. fuck you are you srsly trying to make me steal from you and hang it in my shrine to you... which I have not decided to make because uhhh thats wierd and I'm not commited to him yet.... lol he is sooooo broworthy and talks in like the cutest sk8er boi accent I was singing that song when I went to the women's room omg hahaha goddamn where is his fbook god please find me a mutual friend in oldie. please so I can get dalyker's fbook and stalk him forever and ever and ever amen. and whenever he gives me clothing he likes to chat with me a bit and then he gets called over from the mgmt ehehehehehe

literally my face everytime I see him, I literally have to not look at him because I make the dumbest faces when I see him/ hear him/ near him.... he prob knows I like him so he makes things go longer with me a bit like srsly if his g/f was not in the pic I would be there like woah. 

me popping out of box of donations at work....... suprise  I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER PLEASE DON'T LEAVE WORK YOU SO PRETTY AND CHARMING AND OMG WHY DO YOU GIVE ME SO MUCH ATTENTION I HATE YOU. OH GOD I'M HOPELESS. ITS LIKE JOEL "WHY DO I FALL IN LOVE WITH EVERY GIRL WHO GIVES ME ATTENTION?" well actually I don't they have to be my type. he is sort of my type you know sk8erboi and nerdy + he is a sweetheart and a team player and he is soooooo lovely to everyone.... lol atleast to their faces..... kekz yeah I really need to go to sleep. so I don't think he'll be at work tommorow sooooooooooooo I'm going to be more diligent and shit. like srsly at a point where I didn't see his fine ass he has no ass he needs does ass underwear pads.... lol yeah anyways basically when I didn't see him I wanted to get my ass back home and like veg out or sleep. oh yeah when we were cleaning up and I passed by him temporary he like "I found legs" leg stool, wierd but it was kind of cool. this entry is a fucking massive essay. I just can't with him. I want to talk about him lots and lots i'm becoming sullen. I dont know what that means so I think I should be heading to bed. I LOVE YOU ALL ESPECIALLY DALYKER NOT THE MONIKER BUT THE SYNONYM WUT THE HELL AM I TALKING ABOUT. "i don't want to see this girly movie with the girlfriend do I smell trouble in paradise or is it just what the rock is cooking? I'm sorry its bad joke time.

Ugggh

Honey b in and a cast of local characters don't have dalyker as their friend. Maybe he has no friends maybe his girlfriend is a plant or a laptop... Lol here's hoping he's a sad being, or a lying being and we can get together because we are both awesome. I hate that attractive racists are being turned the other cheek I wish I could delete him buuuuuut he is soo interesting fuck. I reeally hope dalyker shows up somewhere  yeah I really got to sleep... Or watch a game goodnight!

Yeah

So long story short, the guy I like ( he gives me mucho attention @ work) how obvious. Has a fucking girlfriend what the fuck?! Why does every guy I like have to do this to me. It killed me like literally I was ready to die right in that break room. God and I was ass to him now when he remembers me me he'll be that's old ass face right there don't talk to her she is kind of assy person. Harm I would want to see a rom with him we'd prob make out and I'll be great but prob his girl is a great and tons of fun and he gives her nice things and tells her funny jokes and gets hyped on candy and talks on the phone in the middle of the night. So I attempted to find him on ok ffbookok oh he'll no it was not happening he is like srsly secretive, I did find oldie pants hahahhaha and he is like on selfie mode all the time. I really think they are friends so first thing tommorow is I'm ad dining him and I am gonna find what should I name my new obsession? Oh geeze he likes candy a lot and he s skateboards. He likes hip hop, uhhh hates roms, likes the moolah, likes making dirty jokes, likes being a chill dude, I think he also likes jack Johnson. Hmm soooo ok maybe dalyker omg lol what he generally likes everyone fingers crossed he doesn't want to throw me in a pit of fire  geeze I am way to hard on myself. He prob forgot all about it. And a ain't nothing but a chicken  wing on a string.  I can't stop thinking where should I look? Have I exhausted all searches? I'm getting tired so goodnight I hope I see him at work tommorow even though instill feel terrible and when I get get the chance I will ask him where he lives and he's social media will be mine!! Unless he is super secret like me and has he's location a hour away that's like totes not cool but I feel that's the case so far. Uhh for some reason I can't seem to get over psychonaut, he's racist but everything else about him is super appealing I'm even letting the vine madness slip. Dear gods above please help me find dalyker it kind of sounds like a lesbian slang word... Lol he kind of does look like a lesbian if a girl were to look like that. He is so fucking hot too me it's like when I found the girlfriend news my obsession took a turn for the worst dammit. Ok I really Need to get back to Layton and wright game so I bid u adio!

hohum

okay sooooooo racist things happened on psychonauts site and omg is he srs he agrees with people murdering people just because they look or certain way or practice a religion. yeah the crazy psychpath is in him. ok now the name fits, he may not be into voodoo but goddamn he is a racist. turdbag. also my job is going good so far, its a lot of physical work but i'm really liking the people in general. also there is a cutie who works there and I can't seem to place his name, but he has a habit of talking to me when he sees me, so i'm all :3 cutied out aww. so far he doesn't look to be of bad character I can't believe I liked a racist. he is kind of cute when I don't think about what he said. alright work is in a few hours so i'm gonna get ready. hmm hopefully today doesn't kill me. lol

ummmm

ok so I've got a new job! yay so far 1-2 people are not supes friendly but thats ok they are not unbearable. and in other news psychonaut is a dreamboat when he puts the effort.  He is looking real fine, right nows. uggh there was this desperate guy who reminded me of me when I didn't have friends omg I'm sorry but me no likey. He seems suspect for some reason. eh hes nice now, but not that nice I was testing him, at least he wasn't all smiles and giggles when we talked about mr chatter box. ok points for me minus points for creeping on a girl, dood she has a b/f but he can barely keep up with what people says. lol everyone thinks I'm going out with jayson the first time we meet, lol my god no we are just really wierd compatible friends god damn. drooooools psychonaut is sooooooo hot. but he can be real creep, I wonder if stopped ranting about stupid azz viners. srsly please stop, its not making you look cute or more awesome, it makes you look really sad. so far he made it into good territory talking about shit bands. well... going to sleep or watch some layton