alas the sadness comes back

I think its officially time for me to move on past this psychonaut relationship, like he is totally ruining my chill vibes, I have all these emotions. Its like I've watched eternal sunshine too many times to count and then drowned myself with morrissey and mychem. he said maybe, and my heart was crushed. prob doing something with his lady friend. I think I need to go to makedamnsure + the kipster. I felt a lil better trolling kai. omg senses flail is going to do a tour based on their second album hopefully playing bloody romance. because that is my shiz. oh psychonaut the things I think of when I think of you. maybe I need to debate again, something hawt and fizzy. I have officially made it into depression zone. I neeeed jayson, I'm gonna watch a comedy with him and its gonna be a fucking blast. fuck the haters. I know that psychonaut doesn't hate me, its just that day is prob "date day" on account of he has to spend 2 hrs on the subway to see her silly ass. dats a lot of commitment. I guess if someone I really liked, liked me back it could go back and forth like that and maybe skyping def. uggh I need his tumblr, its way less obnoxious than his vine. he is srsly creepy on vine, I get it you hate that guy and his friends... no need to spend 10 videos posing with garbage cans and shit. I think i'm gonna go listen to some ftf and dance around, like a don't have a care in the world. Do I really need someone who is depressed and feels ugly all the goddamn time? like really? I had to deal with that after high school, but I am pretty much over that. maybe I can hang out with cameron hahahaha yeah............ or that guy who plays shitty games at meetups. friends friends friends I fucking need more friends. well off to the see the wizard and get my owl wholl deliever my shitey mail.

heres some knuckle puck for you shortest song ever... the girls in the back going 'wtf are you doing???'

wow that actually made me feel, power of music!!!