update: im totally and utterly in love with a beautiful illusion by the name of one direction i just watched this divine video(s) lol of liam and omg my loins are ready. all need is to become whit and be abeach blonde girly. uggh this magazine said twice in quizzes that im most suited to niall the song that reminds of this fool is mean by taylor swift he acts like the biggest jerkoff. so now ive been sleeping at 4am and reading and browsing 1d things i fucking need a boyfriend who has a british accent who likes singing to whol watch romantic comedies and cry, a guy who will picnic with in front of art museum. fuck why didnt i do that with jeff, i swear next decent guy who is interested in me will fucking have the motherfucking best of me no flaw im going to be diva if thats the last thing i do. also i found if you have a brimming with wit personality you can to have your personal honey b. i fucking miss my old crushes its like the only thing i love now are the harry and liam and sometimes louis. god please take away my urge to copolate with them feveriously is that word? yeah the transformation starts here getting my hair did and going for a tailored princess casual look. gonna get me a man and we going to sex all night long, or morning. prob should wake up earlier so i can sleep earlier. i want to be loved i dont want to be forgotten shitagi nashi here i come!