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hero forever and ever pegz has accepted my wwf invite!!! omg omg just 12 mins ago so shes awake at 3ish or something. yay!!! for me, I'm sucking cause I cannot make a word out of a's and d's they are the devils tools. I await her anwser. watched wilfred. um frodo is hot, but the story is pretty bland, get high then do some reg guy stuff. and get this janey has a dick. for a boyfriend lol. alright going to sleepy!! love you and hope you all get a boner or triple bipass gasm. yaaa edge of glory is out!!

SASSY MOLASSY

YESSSSSS I FINALLY GOT HARD KID. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS IT TOOK ABOUT 5 YEARS BUT I DONE DID IT! SWEET MOTHER OF JESUS CHRISTO I AM HAPPY LIKE NO OTHER.

his eyes pierce me like knives. oooh !!

not enough or too much

just found evidence of moar manbearpig and giffy omg omg she has quite the nose action going on, also lets have a laugh with hawthorn heights... i remember britney loved this band and then I was like wtf this is shit. but then david was like this band is the shit, so I gave them a chance... god forbid I had this lil lonely downtrodden emo phase i'm a happy emo now!! fuck you haters!

hrrm

I have a epitaph... but i'm not dead yet! something in inside me wants to reject people so I will be in power of relationships and not others. I want full control. life isn't always like that. People are nice they may be egotistical up the wazoo but damn they are interesting. ok maybe they are just raging cunt bags. omg that bitch that works at love sac she is the most grossest person in personality I've met in a long long time. She had this condescending tone of superiority. And then the next class she totally went off on somebody's presentation saying she HATES IT like a billion times. that chick who was presenting may have been a pretty shit head too, but goddamn can you be anymore rude you asshole. geeze, breathe atleast i'm not prepetually mad all the time, I'm more chill. Also I'm becoming my own person. I want to become a hot and well rounded person, I don't want to become a empty shell like makedamnsure... I've found that she is really irritating, like things rub her the wrong way and she devotes her time to being a major shit head. Ooo lala i'm a fucking pretentious shitbag who listens to really great music you never heard of, ooooh do you get off to the picture of me in your head? I'm beginning to detest onison, he is a big bag of fake too, what does he get from getting off as a being a douchey all knowing person, shit people like that are usually full of horse shit. here is a picture of a potatoe head. lol

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she still wears scrunchies btw.

also in awkward that blonde boy kisses jenna and its so wierd to her, lol but I was like yessssssssssssssssssssss! I really like that kid, she should consider him in her gang of lovers. omg drama filled ep next time. I think its weird that im still into high school centered shows. oh yeah the weird guy kyle is actually obsessed with jenna!!! her face was plastered everywhere in his locker lol, he is not that ugly, he actually kind of cute, if he wasn't such a creeper he would be a keeper. yeah... night hopefully I can get some work down my belt and move to new york hang out with some fagz, and go see pain concerts in their local setting. also be fashionable and killed it all the time while being true to myself. i've got it down like its the back of my hand. yea I admit i do like that lights song kill me sue me whatev.

WONT YOU HOLD ME NOW

I WILL NOT BEND AND BREAK.

heart bleed red

When you opened up what you said, it was so sad
That no one would notice if you ran away

I'm alive just to say:
Love you to death

I'm in a pretty shit mood right now, making a new playlist from songs i've cried to. oh shit this is getting real. lol cries in the corner

So

I saw mike for the first time in months, he was wearing glasses and looking super intelligent also he didn't change in looks too much. omg his huge butt is still giant and I wish I became better friends with him instead of acting like a fucking floozie. I'm sorry I was a beginner, mb if I unblock him he'll find me and we'll become better friends omg. can't believe i'm saying this, shit he fucked me up good back in the day so mb thats still not a good idea. also dis song was playing when I saw him. It was like it was meant to be. today I dreamt more like daydreamed that I saw honey b at school mb I said hi to him, but I didn't really give a rats ass about him anymore, I think i'm sort of over him... wow this is huge I'm pretty serious this time, but I still want him as a f friend. I also thought of stephn and omg I like had the most splendid wondrous dream of being his neighbor or karate buddy and thinking i seriously need to know what he is doing because he is super fine. also I thought is he a total douchebag though. Naw he is also pretty attractive in the mainstream sence also I'm beginning to admire skinny people mellisa millionare srsly she is so hot and patrick my stu I miss you but you super attractive now and that makes your brand even more delicious. I feel like I should be rebelling against these feelings but I guess I'm super vain or only like certain types of people and also having a total complex where I hate myself aswell. I think makedamnsure had or maybe does have that problem. when I have a fucking job I am fucking moving to the suburbs of new york and I fucking going to having the fucking hot best friend who I will have fucking awesome parties with and we'll go fashion thrifting together. we'll tell each other everything, and guys will be fawning over me because my confidence will be exploding off the fucking wall.
heres a picture of melissa to aim for: I want to be thrashy but classy at the same time

god its so hard, I want to party with kesha and get mad crunk, I want people to say I'm hot and ask advice on how they can be like me. I want to model. I want to do weddings. I want to be a bridesmaid I want the life that was meant for me. I want greatness. fuck melissa I want to be st vincent, even if I don't know what the fuck she does and who she is at a person but fuck shes fucking hot

humming away

so it was a pretty successful night considering I knew almost no one. But they were familiar. also got a lil close with the ardj thats not even close to his real name I i'd like to keep it that way. anyway ardj was qt again. hes a closet womanizer. I don't like him like him so thats cool whatever. also talked to that chick who works at the winery as a guest receptionist. she was a question taker and convo breaker kind of gal, she was polite but she cut me off, eh I was kinda feeling shy so it worked out ok. um also I asked her questions she going into the psychology field omg lol and she said it was a psychatrist who interviews people and scopes them out no way girl its the therapist or pyschologist. well going to eat because I'm starving. o o o and I watched a full ep of big brother and it was pretty terrible and boring wa wa wa loook at me causing dramaz look at me with my extremely fake vapid personality. turn a eye and I'll explode!! omg then we watched sex with mama and papa and omg it was not as awkward as a thought it was the q and a chica, her ditzy preppy sister, and my fav futbul explosion star. haha and he was all sex toys are normal right? lol so adorable. I think he really is a closet racist... make a cajun accent, say slaves were treated humanly by christian owners wtf is going on about, I have a feeling hes just kind of dumb. well off to eat!! luv ya

soooooooooo

gayfay is still calling me, well after 2 wks... lol kate bush is the definite woman warrior voice damn... chris you slay me. alright back to the gayness he still wants to see harry potter I still dont want to see that movie plus that means I have to make a trip and that ain't happening. also I still think hes a pretentiousness jerkoff. going back to watch awkward. why do I feel like calling him back tho? is it because I feel like a xtra loner? I don't actually do tho. i'm pretty chill by myself... if you're bored you must be boring yourself that is totally true.

special japanese release... old old though

this love will be your downfall

Matty: it is not ok I needed to deflect the attention away from your boobs
incidentally they are pretty awesome.
Jenna: your being my hero

Le Sigh. I am in love the soundtrack and of course content of Awkward, its like a teen dream or something.


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