suprise suprise

I went to the old church. the gang all ran outside to hug me and I felt honored and special, unlike the other times I was ignored and unappreciated. it was great, I really do like the spotlight don't i? its kind of a bad habit though because you are supposed to shine that special light towards other people, well I deserve it once in awhile don't i? I found out kk didn't delete from her list, she is just not in contact with me for awhile so it didn't show up on my friends list which is very strange. watch a sort of boring theater play with them too and eat worms with lugnuts. and kk can'r open doors, and guys don't crawl over themselves to talk to her, thank god. thank you so much god for giving me the strength to go back and face my fears, it was all worthwhile I should come like once a month that way people will always be happy to see me and it will be great. god such a sucker. tommorow is party time with friendly friends church and I find it to be the absolute perfect environment and church that I can think of, so suck on that for saying I can't find my perfect church, I have found it and i'm not leaving it for the world... ok unless kip decides to found the church of painful times then I may go to that one... i'd even go across the country. ok not really I got hotter fish to fry around here. I really really miss honey b not only his wall not showing, I think he doesn't like me that much anymore I'm going to attempt to like something of his and report back to you! also I'm overweight now and not obese, yessssssssssssssssssssssss! on my way into kips pretentious skinny loving heart. lets us soak in the shimmering shade of love and gayness for we are truely blessed beings. what the hell? thanks for reading bai!