My day is looking up

An josh/Steven pseudo prototype has graced my visions tonight. oh my goodness I am like swooning. not only is he a qt dresser he has given me his undivided attention for like 15 mins without leaving the situation. afterwards we made posties for our dear xian friend. I dropped the purple marker and he was like omg this is like totally the color I was going to use thanks! it was so adorable, he must have not wanted to disturb my artistic process when he left without a peep to me, so sad! but I heard he has been frequenting this group for the past three weeks, oi it must be two because I was here three freaking weeks ago. these people are the people I want to be friends with, they are charming, nice, and oh so interesting, but down to earth as well, just like me. OGOD that skanky whore that I talked about wants to hang out again. never again!!! it was absolute hell! plus she wasn't a satisfying converser, well maybe when we were playing board games, but other than that she was as cold and not there as a wet fish. so basically I have to have a roomful of people that she knows and ask her questions and let her ask me stuff and proceed from there. omg back to man beast he was soooooooo cute. not hot. I want that in a boyfriend. I wonder if he likes to watch comedies and snuggle in a snuggie, and use different means to show his emotions and appreciation. dude it looked like he was single. but I don't know conversation is deceiving. I hope I see him at skool tommorow!! I would just die, in a good way!!! oh my god it was great. alrighty goodnight!