shit son

omg my olddd best friend is a mother fucking orphan juggulo. That goes by alias, omg and she does work at that night club. omg. D-: seriously. That wasn't her real parents, to me she looks like them. So it appears that after she left me she went to jessica for friendship. how shitty. also I think I didnt turn out the way she did because I constantly followed particular people around the internet. ok maybe for a period there was this huge distance when nothing mattered, and I was the most awesome person ever, but things got really old and boring so I went a searching. well the only thing I can find is some journal and some pictures. and the rest is a mystery. the least ghetto ass thing on her Myspace though was jovi. did I tell you honey b has a g-friend. but I feel alot better now, and I know that I can find as good or better guys than him. or one day i'll be more flirty and we'll actually do more outside things. or inside things lol. no. I am perfectly content with my life, which is really awesome. the girl that was thru being cool is so stiff and takes things for granted for all of her childhood and public schooling years she had friends, and she had fucking attractive boyfriends but I guess she got the ones that cheated, that sucks but like atleast she had the confidence to talk to them, and she stayed solid throughout it. I think then she had a period of burnout. it serves her right, she wasn't deserving. well going to sleep hopefully have sweet dreams of my sweet prince(ss) lol. I won't be adding raven until she adds me I don't think she'll ever find me though, so thats good, cuz she is a freaaaakkkk! alright goodnight loves