hohum

There was this girl in my class who was uber popular. I didn't know that even through her relationships with people and family are strong, she is very disappointed in how her life has turned out. I guess maybe thats why I couldn't do those things I wanted with others because I was always disappointed with everything. Shes keeping the peace as best she can though. I think that more people know her secrets and I guess thats a hard thing as well. Maybe having alot of connections isn't as cracked up as its supposed to be like in a good way. I've been thinking about kevin mcdonald's life. If he didn't become famous for what he is now, he would be a college dropout living at home adult and probably wouldn't have met any of his girlfriends. Basically his life would suck alot and he could probably use that as his standup routine. His dad really was an alcoholic though and would try to choke him in his sleep OH MY CREYS. its sad yes! Well I am done being melodramatic and I probably need to go down on my meds cuz I am hella tired. Off to a walk I go!!