OMG

uggghhh I was feeling the horns tonight especially after I was outta school, and then decided to watch porn... I am so grossed again. Don't ever watch bondage it always ends up with squirters. fuuuu! but after I went straight to life jacket under your seat and I felt alot better, and alot less horns. Like I have zero horns, ok thats a lie I'm still a little horns.

I really hope I don't meet the bmaster anywhere I will be the blush... gaaahhh also phil said he waved crazily at me from his car when he saw me at the crosswalk. wow how blind I am. I think he likes me. like likes me. :-DDDD hahaha whatever. I am just too for school. I made a hollywood playlist and omg its like the shit, I feel all powerful and mighty like I am I am damn fine woman, I can't believe that I did it before getting the rag. I feel like shit did you know that? fuuuu! omgomg I stopped thinking about bmaster for about awhile I can't believe I made it this long. HE IS SUCH A FUCKIN' HIPSTER... WHO TRIES SO HARD NOT TO BE BECAUSE THAT IS LYKE SO UNCOOL THAT IT MIGHT BE AWESOME HE IS THE BRILLIANT STAR THAT SHINES IN MY SKY AND IT JUST AINT BECAUSE I HAVE NO IDEA WHO HE IS JUST WHAT HE DOES AND HE IS SHINY AND SUCH A SMOOTH TOOL. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA A SMOOTH TOOL PUT THAT IN YOUR URBAN DICTIONARY AND CORK IT! I AM SO WIRED RIGHT NOW I HAVE TO PEE. I LOVE LAMP.

OH MY GODDD I found that mexican looking dude from the friscool state, his name is kenny omg its been forever. Guess what hes asian!!! Vietnamese to be exact. omgoodness. Also he goes to xp omg!!!! thats why he asked me to go to the sunday church. eeeehehehehe. I am so splendidly happy I don't think I will frisk myself this morning. I am totally pleased with my lurking efforts. It has paid off generously. I am going to die a happy woman. Ok just tonight I'll be thrilled. I don't know about in a few hours when the sun calls my name. keke. I am so happy you have no idea. he is one hard mother to find. seriously thank god matt had him on his list. thank you thank you!! you are a savior. I will savor this. :dance dance: I wanna put on some stupid music and dance to it and start clapping at inappropriate times. ehehehe. well so long for now!

ha ha he he he!!

stupid fuckin makedamnsure.

how indie

:3 I loves them!!

I found the kith

Now back to disabling my f-book once again!!

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sigh

Sigh again. I wish Patrick in saved! was my boyfriend. We could ride around on his vespa, and he can tell me how much he appreciates me. omgosh I feel so fuzzy inside. Again. sigh... I wonder if I posted that pic of him in the movie, he is a really good make believer of fuzziness.

I love him because the simple fact that his movies are precious.

I know right

This is one thing that bothers me. There are so many people who feel alone and friendless if we all got together we would have friends and not be alone, but how do we do this?

I AM PUTTING THIS SHIT TOGETHER. I DON'T EVEN CARE WHO SHOWS UP...

n, good/best friends never have to be asked, they are just there. It is not the number but the strength of the bond.This process I have found are people met by chance introductions, co-workers, hobbies ie. reading, painting, or taking a class, not for credit but for fun or common interests, even hospital roommates! I found the closest friends, now separated by a long distance move, are no less there and have a type of reciprocal ESP when one of us is in need. The phone rings, an e-mail pops up, at the critical moment surprising me as well as elating even if all I do is vent or cry, they are there to listen. When you don't go looking, that is when somehow you are found! Hang in there I also have ears, shoulders and an open heart !

hohum

There was this girl in my class who was uber popular. I didn't know that even through her relationships with people and family are strong, she is very disappointed in how her life has turned out. I guess maybe thats why I couldn't do those things I wanted with others because I was always disappointed with everything. Shes keeping the peace as best she can though. I think that more people know her secrets and I guess thats a hard thing as well. Maybe having alot of connections isn't as cracked up as its supposed to be like in a good way. I've been thinking about kevin mcdonald's life. If he didn't become famous for what he is now, he would be a college dropout living at home adult and probably wouldn't have met any of his girlfriends. Basically his life would suck alot and he could probably use that as his standup routine. His dad really was an alcoholic though and would try to choke him in his sleep OH MY CREYS. its sad yes! Well I am done being melodramatic and I probably need to go down on my meds cuz I am hella tired. Off to a walk I go!!

you told me you hated my suffering

bye bye.

So I just saw this movie...

just a shell of a home.... According to Greta. Man it had its real bad acting slash cheesy points but I loved how it was a coming of age and learning to be cool with oneself. Really hard issues during the movie, but they lightened up in the end!
"Great scenario and very well done ! This movie is a learning tool for all ages from teenagers to the elderly. If you're smart and you did not get it, please give it a second try and realize that we MUST live in the present every single minute at a time. Chose to be HAPPY in your life, make others happy and your gift of love will reward you in a way that I can't begin to tell you, because it's a high, a feeling of pure JOY so take this gift as it is offered to you, especially. Thank you filmmakers."
all in all it was pretty happy making
I feel like popping some corn and putting on the ritz... ahem Saved! just for the posterior value.