YES FIRST PICTURE OF THE BEAUTIFUL ZOO WEDDING!! SHE LOOKS AWESOME FROM THE HAIR AND THE DRESS UP, SO BEAUTIFUL, I WANT TO BE AS BEAUTIFUL AS HER ON MY WEDDING. OMG REALLY? OR MORE BETTA YOU JUST DON'T KNOW HUH.

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! BEEN WAITING A YEAR FOR THIS PHOTO!

shit son

omg my olddd best friend is a mother fucking orphan juggulo. That goes by alias, omg and she does work at that night club. omg. D-: seriously. That wasn't her real parents, to me she looks like them. So it appears that after she left me she went to jessica for friendship. how shitty. also I think I didnt turn out the way she did because I constantly followed particular people around the internet. ok maybe for a period there was this huge distance when nothing mattered, and I was the most awesome person ever, but things got really old and boring so I went a searching. well the only thing I can find is some journal and some pictures. and the rest is a mystery. the least ghetto ass thing on her Myspace though was jovi. did I tell you honey b has a g-friend. but I feel alot better now, and I know that I can find as good or better guys than him. or one day i'll be more flirty and we'll actually do more outside things. or inside things lol. no. I am perfectly content with my life, which is really awesome. the girl that was thru being cool is so stiff and takes things for granted for all of her childhood and public schooling years she had friends, and she had fucking attractive boyfriends but I guess she got the ones that cheated, that sucks but like atleast she had the confidence to talk to them, and she stayed solid throughout it. I think then she had a period of burnout. it serves her right, she wasn't deserving. well going to sleep hopefully have sweet dreams of my sweet prince(ss) lol. I won't be adding raven until she adds me I don't think she'll ever find me though, so thats good, cuz she is a freaaaakkkk! alright goodnight loves

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A Sob Story

Oh freaking hell. I suddenly feel so sucky and worthless. I just poured my heart out to a guy I don't even know. I'm pretty sure he wouldn't talk to outside of class if we had a class. I don't even think we would be face book friends. I think that this ryan girl is so damn perfect, but she is kind of bat shit crazy. except shes beautiful and has a life. just like the person that I liked for awhile. mb its because some people on lj are so depressing, take offense because you will prob never find this, but I find you rather irritating, like you have a beautiful relationship, you have your obsessions that take you away from shit, but your family life is shit I take that with full response. I want to fucking be gorgeous to a guy that I find interesting and qt and we'll take really bad pictures of us trying to be cool. we'll eat picnics by the art museum, watch eternal sunshine as I cuddle your bub bub. we'll share our favorite tv shows with others and we would both be invested in it, not you or I being more favorable to it. dammit you were so far yet so close to being mine. Or forever alone in my perfect mind. I'm a damn self loving bitch you might say, but what else can you do when no one is paying attention to you, everyone loves someone else. You blend into the wallpaper so to speak, you become a giant ogre that people tend to avoid. fuck I hate feeling this way, I want to be beautiful, because I feel so goddamn ugly and left alone for so many weeks, I feel like it can never change, and if it does its because those people are trying to be nice. I think this is like the 3rd time I posted this pic
goddammit I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE. YET I NEED PEOPLE.


clementine; Joely? am I ugly? when I was a kid I thought I was. can't believe I'm crying already. sometimes I think people don't understand how lonely it is to be a kid.. like you don't matter. so I'm eight, & I have these toys, these dolls. my favorite is this ugly girl doll who I call Clementine. and I keep yelling at her: you can't be ugly! be pretty! it's weird. like if I can transform her, I would magically change too.

Holy fuck

holy fuck batman I am shocked and appalled mr fabre looks like a giant piece of crap and he was just added by marbear. eww. should I block thy? I am like totally gagging right now, someone please save me lol wow its that bad. well going to play some bored games lol with people I enjoy. he actually is still hanging out with people I know and its making me feel wierd. uggggh bitter digust in my mouth right now. guess what he friends emo girls, mb he is still into that grossss, but grossssss emo girls yucccckkkk!