time to write

My room smells orangey fresh because I put a new odor absorbing gel thing on my table in my room its delicious. That is all, I am reading a sexual book called rabbit run well so far it had something to do with basketball, running, and family, oh and a clean suit. Did I tell you that my love grace hehe as I heard him say, added me on the f book and he is even more divine than I thought a little vapid, but don't we all have that in us? well one thing stood out he adores the the aquabats! Remember who else I loved who liked them yeah Jed!! I have no idea where that motha fucker went but dude he was the totes megoates of my heart. I really need that dude back in my life or as his screen name thy lord of jeds. I foundz him twitter and thy facebook due to his love of aquabats. I FUCKING LOVE YOU ABS YOU MAKE IT SO EASY TO FIND GREAT PEOPLE WHO HAVE UNIQUE DANCE STYLES AND GREAT COATS. who like taking random photos that don't turn out as expected and thats totally ok. ok maybe not the jed but I be going close. I can't crush people fully when I'm dead tired so I guess I go to sleep goodnight my loves.

I'll be thinking of my sweet prince

As I am banging any boy, or frisking myself.
ya whatev

I love these beautiful souls

<3 They are inspiring happy making people. I am totally in love, I want to marry them both! The CW group turned out pretty good. I met almost everyone, and they had healthy snacks like blackened tortilla chips, hummus, and oranges and apples nom nom I am inspired to be healthy. One of the leader people is really hawt. and he said this inspiringly cute quote:
"girls the most important part is being yourself and confident, you shouldn't want a boyfriend to like certain things in girl. Except with more pizazz. He is totally fab. I am loving it. So far there are no haters, just people who want to rub elbows and converse with one another. :-)

when I look at you, you look so bored.

well its alright its ok, everyone feels the stiff sometimes, everyday

makes me happy!

I quit my old church, good riddence. I was swimming in destitude. 2day was a emotional day because I told my doc everything. This guy I e-mailed about local church had added me on my page, I am so happy he is so friendly looking... also cory from graphics class sometimes goes to the meetings hehehe, I am so happy for that, we are two people doing the same work and interested in religion, without being a fake. Its a sin to lie about your religious values, I think I got deeper into kk... because she told me she likes awful dirty things. I don't like her much though so she'll have to suck it. she probably has. slut. lol. cannot wait to meet the new people in the college group they sound like a great bunch of kids who are healthy in minds and hearts. not racist cunt bags. tropical thunder storm is one of them he said the n word on his page and it was totally not cool, and not nice. well enjoy the song self thank you!

She & Him - In The Sun from Merge Records on Vimeo.

Favorite song of forever. hehe :heart:

I'm heavy handed, to say the least.
My mother thinks I'll be an awful clutcher 'cus I spill things from stiring them too quickly.
I'm far too loud.
Its like, as soon as I've got an opinion, it just has to come out.
I laugh at stupid things just 'cause they tickle me.

And sometimes, sometimes, I wish I was like Mariella,
she got some pritt stick and glued her lips together.
So she never had to speak, never had to speak, never had to speak.
People used to say shes as quiet as a mouse, she just doesn't make a peep.

She marched to her wardrobe and threw away the colour, because wearing black looks mysterious, but it didn't impress her mother.
She wanted to dress her baby in patterns and flowers, but Mariella just crossed her arms and so she cried for hours.
Mariella.
Mariella.
My pretty, baby girl
Unglue your lips from being together and wear some pink and pearls.
You can have your friends 'round and they can stay for tea.
Won't you just try to fit in please, do this for me.
But Mariella just crossed her arms and walked up the stairs and she went into her bedroom, and she sat on her bed.
And she looked in the mirror and she thought to herself If I wanna play, I can play with me, If I wanna think, I'll think in my head.

At school, Mariella didn't have many friends, yeah, the girls there, they looked at her and thought she was quite strange.
Boys aren't really into girls at that age.
And the teachers, they thought Mariella was just going through a phase.
But Mariella just smiled as she skipped down the road because she knew all the secrets in her world.
yeah, she always got the crossword puzzle right every day and she could do the alphabet backwards, without making any mistakes.
Mariella.
Mariella.
Pretty, pretty girl.
Mariella.
Mariella.
Happy in her own little world
Happy in her own little world
And she says I'm never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever, yeah, I'm never ever ever ever ever ever ever, yeah, I'm never ever ever ever ever ever ever gunna unglue my lips from being together
She said I'm never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever, yeah, I'm never ever ever ever ever ever ever, yeah, I'm never ever ever ever ever ever ever evereverevereverevereverevereverever gunna unglue my lips from being together

I'm done for the morning!

going to join the local church group and see how that goes, I am so sick and tired of people ignoring and treating me less than I am. It is rude and not right, maybe I'll be back when kerry is back, but thats it!

edit:

DECIDED NOT TO COME BACK. TOO ANGRY TO FUNCTION SOMETIMES SAD FACE.

broken much?

With that skipping rope, the trampoline
The crafty smoke that made us choke
But we didn't give up hope
It's just the simple ways, of getting paid
I don't own my clothes but i own my mind
And it's not what you've lost
But it's what you find.
I don't own my clothes but i own my mind
And it's not what you've lost
But it's what you find.<3



get it boyyy!
Stargirl you're in hearts and minds
you will never fall apart
find your jesus find your cupid!

2day

Everything went alright with the trip, disabling of the f-book really put a load off of the stress I've been feeling, I can start anew, I kind of want to have another page where only I have real friends in them, so far I would have kerry. yaaa... oh goddd I can't view bobbrino's page anymore, its a locked to non friends, I want to see if his myspace is still up.... lurk lurk hehehe. I guess Mark, randy, lance, and hikuri could perchance be my only friends, :-D 5 people, I feel more loved already! what else can I post to make this post more happier hrrm....

and thats the truth

She's a lady
And ladies shouldn't be messed with

FUCK YOU DREW. YOU ARE ARE NOTHING BUT A LOW CLASS NIGGA. I DON'T WANT YOUR CALLS, I NEED A REAL FRIEND NOT A USER AND ABUSER.

:-/ thank you gaga

Shes looking good looking good, but he says shes a mess shes mess. I spent all morning dancing to gaga feeling invincible after all this shit. I just don't feel very pretty today, I am chubs and lonely. fuck the bitches, I think I'll be fine, taking a road trip with my wonderful mommy. I don't do this much with her, or anyone. I want to do more things with the sampat because he fills my heart with love and joy and doesn't put me down and has the best answer to everything. He is my best friend. For he is the only one that still hangs out with me faithfully.
Find your freedom in the music
Never let you fall apart
Together we'll dance in the dark

Things that make me happy post 2010

Dollhouse:


Andy Horst:


Patrick Stump:

Lady gaga-


FBR trash

In this photo: Start Tagging

mean girls quotes

c- yi and m- cera

zooey-


travis-

Plushenko!!

Johnny Weir-


This mother fucking album




that is all

ok one more:

guess what?

I'm about over tropical thunderstorm, I skipped a week of church, he skipped like 3. aka this
+

I met my new crush at a ice rink. He is a business masters major, studying cuteology. He is super cute. He is totally mexican. lol and he is nice enough for the first time we met and doesn't seem like a skank like thunderstorm=


next post things that made me happy so far this year!

WHY!? do I feel so down.

fuck. I appear to look uninterested in people again and its costing me friends, also being overly complimenting is a tad creepster status. That was only a few bits weird when I said to flo that I wish I knew how to play music, god I really do want to know! I'm good at stuffz too. Noone on the bus or cafeteria said bye to me or initiated convos. I'm fucking destined to be alone for atleast this time. not even alfonzo is feeling like me, he has all the people that he possibly needs around him. maybe or maybe not. I am not ready yet to get back to bacs. Maybe I should call stephanie and say sorry to her. Yeah that was a bitch move I made that day but it was fully justified. that jake character is already in love with some floozy chick, yeah I said it she is a total skank. She has no body and she talks like a pre my fair lady, oh yeah so attractive. I fucking hate her. Only to the a certain degree, I guess shes nice thats a redeeming quality. oh and sarah goddamn wtf the fuck is wrong with people, she is dumb and is totally judgemental... I guess thats great in people's eyes I can tell who she is, its not a secret but people overlook that, and guess what she has a boyfriend again!! I wished someone was there for me like right now! grrr I am sounding really desperate but seriously I guess its not all too bad, time to talk to nico and victor sum mores, we are in the same boat. thank god for them.