you know that trend whore makedamnsure? yeah she hasn't updated in months and I'm feeling the motha fuckin burn. Also I feel like K-dogg is a stupid fat elephant in the room that won't quit being annoying.... gaaahhh maybe I don't like her that much after all? not just of jealously but because she is not really interesting just a dumb party girl, going after guys and telling everyone shes not because she is a angel. hell no. also tropical prince has not shown up for 2 weeks I am like dead as a door nail, I really feel like hugging the crap out of him when I see him and I will not let up until he continues to talk to me, because I am in love with this dude. I don't know how I will ever get over him. I am going at things the right way, somethings are just not meant to be and srsly k-dogg irks me to no end. I wish I had more money, I would be a trendy hipster who goes foxhunting on my holiday. hehe or I would be finishing up some real academic studies that prepare me intellectual for stimulating conversation per say like how goes the weather the percepitation surely will make it frosty this week. lol wot I love you self. I hate that I'm so scared at times. I want to have more but I just can't find a way to get it, for I would hate myself for a long time if that were to happen. I really want to go hipster though or atleast boho. well thnx for listening love ya
Saturday, December 19, 2009
yeah I'm going to make a play list for my long lost friend April
yeah so a creepy old guy is infesting my journal so I'm going to write here for now, I used to hang out with my best buddy April and then one day she just up and dissipated from my life. I have a feeling that she is still close to home. I am on my way to finding her.
Two roads... split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.
I wanted to be that breath of fresh air,
When everything smelled so insincere.
But this taste still lingers in my mouth,
Deceit has ways of sticking around.
And I'm ready to disappear,
Vacation seems far, seems far from here.
Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, come back to me, to me.
Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, back to me, to me.
I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need a break from routine.
I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need a break from routine.
Two roads... split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.
Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so far.
Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so...far!...
Two roads... split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.
I wanted to be that breath of fresh air,
When everything smelled so insincere.
But this taste still lingers in my mouth,
Deceit has ways of sticking around.
And I'm ready to disappear,
Vacation seems far, seems far from here.
Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, come back to me, to me.
Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, back to me, to me.
I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need a break from routine.
I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need a break from routine.
Two roads... split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.
Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so far.
Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so...far!...
Monday, December 14, 2009
OMG
prince douchnozzle apparently deleted his facebook, or decided he didn't want to be friends with me anymore. OMG I am shaking and crying rite now. Its really badd. Like srsly thats the only public place I could reach him. I hope he did the first and the the 2nd I would really be disheartened. PLEASE GOD. oh I saw a chorus line and it was da bomb... they really brought the funk plus they had an orchestra. please pray for prince to get his facebook back please, pray really hard it might come backk!!
love always me
yeah fake jesus please save princes page please!!
love always me
yeah fake jesus please save princes page please!!
Saturday, October 24, 2009
the after effects of 'love kills'
Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnnnn, downnnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Downnnnn, downnnnn
Ooohhh (ohhh)
[Verse 1:]
You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, i wanna see how you lose control,
[Bridge:]
So leave it behind ‘cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.
[Chorus:]
So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Dowwwnnnnn, Dowwnnnnn,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnn, Downnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,
[Verse 2:]
Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
I’ll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,
[Bridge:]
So leave it behind ‘cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,
(So why don’t we run away)
[Chorus:]
[ Jay sean Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Dowwwnnnnn, Dowwnnnnn,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnn, Downnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,
[Verse 3:] ~Lil Wayne~
Even if the sky is falling down like she supposed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature, ‘cause to me she ZeRo degrees,
She cold, overfreeze,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she my miss America,
Now can I be her soldier please,
I’m fighting for this girl
On a battlefield of love,
Don't it look like baby cupid sending arrows from above,
Don’t you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, not probably,
And honestly I'm down like the economy,
Yeahhhhhh
[Chorus:]
So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Dowwwnnnnn, Dowwnnnnn,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnn, Downnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,
seriously I hate this song to death. I wonder if tropical thunderstorm saw me slitting my wrists and neck... bahahaha metophoriclly speaking I wanted to see what all the fuss was about with owl city. It was crap. pure unadultarated crapola. I hope it burns in a pile of other shit. with that guys huge nose.... hahaha I love myself. I think that is what brought him back to my side for a few sweet ass seconds. did i tell you he had a sweet ass? next time I shall mention to him, that I am free to play frisbee like anytime of the weekend, just call me call me anytime any place I'll be there. OR NOT. DEF MAYBE NOT.
Downnnnnnn, downnnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Downnnnn, downnnnn
Ooohhh (ohhh)
[Verse 1:]
You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, i wanna see how you lose control,
[Bridge:]
So leave it behind ‘cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.
[Chorus:]
So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Dowwwnnnnn, Dowwnnnnn,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnn, Downnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,
[Verse 2:]
Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
I’ll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,
[Bridge:]
So leave it behind ‘cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,
(So why don’t we run away)
[Chorus:]
[ Jay sean Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Dowwwnnnnn, Dowwnnnnn,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnn, Downnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,
[Verse 3:] ~Lil Wayne~
Even if the sky is falling down like she supposed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature, ‘cause to me she ZeRo degrees,
She cold, overfreeze,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she my miss America,
Now can I be her soldier please,
I’m fighting for this girl
On a battlefield of love,
Don't it look like baby cupid sending arrows from above,
Don’t you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, not probably,
And honestly I'm down like the economy,
Yeahhhhhh
[Chorus:]
So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Dowwwnnnnn, Dowwnnnnn,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnn, Downnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,
seriously I hate this song to death. I wonder if tropical thunderstorm saw me slitting my wrists and neck... bahahaha metophoriclly speaking I wanted to see what all the fuss was about with owl city. It was crap. pure unadultarated crapola. I hope it burns in a pile of other shit. with that guys huge nose.... hahaha I love myself. I think that is what brought him back to my side for a few sweet ass seconds. did i tell you he had a sweet ass? next time I shall mention to him, that I am free to play frisbee like anytime of the weekend, just call me call me anytime any place I'll be there. OR NOT. DEF MAYBE NOT.
needs more ummph
You've been acting awful tough lately
Smoking a lot of cigarettes lately
But inside, you're just a little baby
It's okay to say you've got a weak spot
You don't always have to be on top
Better to be hated than love, love, loved for what you're not
You're vulnerable, you're vulnerable
You are not a robot
You're loveable, so loveable
But you're just troubled
Guess what? I'm not a robot, a robot
Guess what? I'm not a robot, a robot
You've been hanging with the unloved kids
Who you never really liked and you never trusted
But you are so magnetic, you pick up all the pins
Never committing to anything
You don't pick up the phone when it ring, ring, rings
Don't be so pathetic, just open up and sing
I'm vulnerable, I'm vulnerable
I am not a robot
You're loveable, so loveable
But you're just troubled
Guess what? I'm not a robot, a robot
Guess what? I'm not a robot, a robot
Can you teach me how to feel real?
Can you turn my power on?
Well, let the drum beat drop
Guess what? I'm not a robot
Guess what? I'm not a robot
Guess what? I'm not a robot, a robot
Guess what? I'm not a robot, a robot
Guess what? I'm not a robot, a robot
Guess what? I'm not a robot, a robot
Smoking a lot of cigarettes lately
But inside, you're just a little baby
It's okay to say you've got a weak spot
You don't always have to be on top
Better to be hated than love, love, loved for what you're not
You're vulnerable, you're vulnerable
You are not a robot
You're loveable, so loveable
But you're just troubled
Guess what? I'm not a robot, a robot
Guess what? I'm not a robot, a robot
You've been hanging with the unloved kids
Who you never really liked and you never trusted
But you are so magnetic, you pick up all the pins
Never committing to anything
You don't pick up the phone when it ring, ring, rings
Don't be so pathetic, just open up and sing
I'm vulnerable, I'm vulnerable
I am not a robot
You're loveable, so loveable
But you're just troubled
Guess what? I'm not a robot, a robot
Guess what? I'm not a robot, a robot
Can you teach me how to feel real?
Can you turn my power on?
Well, let the drum beat drop
Guess what? I'm not a robot
Guess what? I'm not a robot
Guess what? I'm not a robot, a robot
Guess what? I'm not a robot, a robot
Guess what? I'm not a robot, a robot
Guess what? I'm not a robot, a robot
Friday, October 23, 2009
fucking a I had a perfectly good blog and now you fucking ruined it blogger
stupid selfish google. ah I guess it leaves me with more anonymity. well today was eventful. I had a good old chat with k-dogg and she and michelle yeah and everyone was freaking leaving k-dogg out of the convo. I made a really horrible joke about huge nosed freak and I thought it was a laugh. guess what also happened today tropical thunder storm is finally talking to me again, is it because I am pushing myself on him. not that way :wink wink: lets comment on the times he reacted to me. 1. stupid ed hardy tat (got a sentence)
2. chevys nachos ( got a yummtastic response)
3.phone ringtone: (his mothers ringtone none the less)
4. waiting around, funny story he wanted to go to a park and throw a frisbee around, it was 10pm shit are you insane? raises hand can we go alone, I promise I won't bite. (guess what he comes around with his car and friken stops where I am and then takes out a frisbee and attempts to throw it at someone in my direction not me.
He is really playing up the good guy, I think he wants to reconnect on my good side because I am just too hard to resist and it secretly kills him when jon talks to me and makes me happy like go lucky all the time, so fuck you still you hansome devil I hope he does not find this one like the other I swear he is reading it like no other. goodnight loves if I remember anything else I'll post it later this morning duh cuz its morning.
2. chevys nachos ( got a yummtastic response)
3.phone ringtone: (his mothers ringtone none the less)
4. waiting around, funny story he wanted to go to a park and throw a frisbee around, it was 10pm shit are you insane? raises hand can we go alone, I promise I won't bite. (guess what he comes around with his car and friken stops where I am and then takes out a frisbee and attempts to throw it at someone in my direction not me.
He is really playing up the good guy, I think he wants to reconnect on my good side because I am just too hard to resist and it secretly kills him when jon talks to me and makes me happy like go lucky all the time, so fuck you still you hansome devil I hope he does not find this one like the other I swear he is reading it like no other. goodnight loves if I remember anything else I'll post it later this morning duh cuz its morning.