you know that trend whore makedamnsure? yeah she hasn't updated in months and I'm feeling the motha fuckin burn. Also I feel like K-dogg is a stupid fat elephant in the room that won't quit being annoying.... gaaahhh maybe I don't like her that much after all? not just of jealously but because she is not really interesting just a dumb party girl, going after guys and telling everyone shes not because she is a angel. hell no. also tropical prince has not shown up for 2 weeks I am like dead as a door nail, I really feel like hugging the crap out of him when I see him and I will not let up until he continues to talk to me, because I am in love with this dude. I don't know how I will ever get over him. I am going at things the right way, somethings are just not meant to be and srsly k-dogg irks me to no end. I wish I had more money, I would be a trendy hipster who goes foxhunting on my holiday. hehe or I would be finishing up some real academic studies that prepare me intellectual for stimulating conversation per say like how goes the weather the percepitation surely will make it frosty this week. lol wot I love you self. I hate that I'm so scared at times. I want to have more but I just can't find a way to get it, for I would hate myself for a long time if that were to happen. I really want to go hipster though or atleast boho. well thnx for listening love ya

yeah I'm going to make a play list for my long lost friend April

yeah so a creepy old guy is infesting my journal so I'm going to write here for now, I used to hang out with my best buddy April and then one day she just up and dissipated from my life. I have a feeling that she is still close to home. I am on my way to finding her.
Two roads... split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.

I wanted to be that breath of fresh air,
When everything smelled so insincere.
But this taste still lingers in my mouth,
Deceit has ways of sticking around.
And I'm ready to disappear,
Vacation seems far, seems far from here.

Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, come back to me, to me.
Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, back to me, to me.

I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need a break from routine.

I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need a break from routine.

Two roads... split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.

Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so far.
Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so...far!...

OMG

prince douchnozzle apparently deleted his facebook, or decided he didn't want to be friends with me anymore. OMG I am shaking and crying rite now. Its really badd. Like srsly thats the only public place I could reach him. I hope he did the first and the the 2nd I would really be disheartened. PLEASE GOD. oh I saw a chorus line and it was da bomb... they really brought the funk plus they had an orchestra. please pray for prince to get his facebook back please, pray really hard it might come backk!!
love always me




yeah fake jesus please save princes page please!!